Oh hey, I still have this.

Im very determined to do a lot of things.

However, being sick AGAIN makes me lose all functions and motivations to do anything but the most base instincts.

That being said, I hate myself more than ever cuz I cant stay healthy long enough for me to get something done.

Good news is that I have tons of ideas for things that, SO FAR, are shaping up to be good.

Lets see if I can get better and actually finish these things.

Story of my fuckin life right now.

Storm Wardens

So Ive decided to redo my marines. The Storm Wardens. Thier backstory is cool, and they fight worm people.

Been trying to figure out how to help out the castle (the game store I frequent) but so far I got nothing.

Im trying to organize get togethers for all my cosplay friends before and after AAC. Since I work down the road, it would be fun :]

Anyway, otherwise, writing more, painting and building more, giving a fuck and caring about people less.

I dont want to be the cold-hearted bastard, but some people....theyre pushing me into it.

Plus Im sick of being called/messaged/texted when they need something, never to hang or chat.

:/

So much weird shit

Trippy.

Detected.

Realize a lot more.

More confidence, less heartache, less worry, less lonely, more active, youll find happiness.

I miss all my friends

i hope to do something pre/post yomise'

hopin to have days off from work to hang/drink/game/etc :]

plus you all can learn a bit more about me.

tired, etc, peace.

Post 50, Funniest thing tonite

Funniest thing, me and Chris went to the 24/7 rite aid. he had his finger holding onto a shelf of gum while i was about to pay, I said, careful there, he looks at me with the straightest face and says, no going anywhere. We both proceed to laugh through me paying and out 2 blocks down the street cracking up, crying from laughing, and nearly pissing myself from the random situation of it all. Funniest thing in my life.

Also, this.

Russia

Russian History; The Subject is way interesting.
Russian History; The Class, however, is boring as fuck.

I love that country and its serene landscapes.
I hate how this class is way too political, because govt. confuses me.

Thought I'd share that with you.