I cant do it anymore. I cant pretend nothing is wrong, or that i have it under control. My mood changed so much today. I went from tired, to angry, depressed, happy, carefree, helpful, loving, to depressed, enraged, and finally hopeless.
Its official. My depression has spiralled out of control. I cant stay the same way for more than a half hour without someone or something changing my mood.
I give up. I cant win. I thought I could take back my life but I cant. Ive tried to be optimistic, to see the good, but it just backfires and fucked me up more.
Im not sure what to do, but I know that Im gonna be fucked. Its the end. I cant joyride on my little happiness.
Im not sure whats gonna happen, but one things for sure.
Ill see you fucks in the gutter.
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