The World As We Know It

I honestly believe, and can finally admit openly, that I have become jaded to everything in this world.

I see corruption everywhere I go, I see hatred and unkindness, cruelty, greed, egos, selfishness.

Its sickening, yet I hold back the vomit and press onward each day, supressing every desire to continuously beat the shit out of people.

I have no problem telling people how it is. Being honest and true. Yet, again, because the world is this way, even though Im right, people will still defend themselves with invalid points and useless arguings.

Everyday I wake up and try to think positive. I try and say, hey, today is gonna be different, Im gonna do some good, and within 15 minutes of me getting up out of bed, my ass is already waiting for the day to be over.

Ive come a long way. Many of my good friends have seen me at my lowest, massively underweight, sick as a dog, and close to a complete mental and physical breakdown. And if it wasnt for these dicks stickin by me and telling me, shit sucks, but only you can make it better, Id be in the grave. I now have a very great job. Yes I bitch about it, but who doesnt bitch about thier job? I have amazing friends. I get to do exactly what I want, which, at the moment, is relax, play games, enjoy life.

But everyday Im constantly bombarded with news, talks, eavesdrops, etc of all the terrible things in this world. Previous owners of the animals I pet everyday beating and starving them, friends I know constantly arguing and at each others throats.

Im fucking sick of it.

Everyone who is reading this most likely knows a bit about me. Hopefully its what you know from me, not from one of my ex cunts. Everyone knows Im a nice guy, Im easy to get along with, and Im always a fun dude. Im friends with everyone, even if they hate each other.

Well, Im sick of this shit. Im sick of all the fucking egos. Im sick of hard working people getting fucked because people with egos and think they should be ahead of everyone want money and glory for themselves. Last time I checked, you've only paid your dues when you get signed by a major label and have a cd in best buy or newbury comics.

Im fucking done being the nice fucking dude and trying to please everyone and make everything go alright, compromising to the point of me ending up losing out on everything. Fuck that.

Im a real human being who is just trying to earn my place in the world. I havent done so, so I dont expect special treatment. I dont expect shortcuts, taking the long way and doing things right is twice as rewarding.

I may be friends with you all, but Im a real person. Ive opened my eyes and unveiled the world for the shithole of a rock it really is. When you ask for honesty, I will be blunt and truthful. I wont beat around the bush to keep things together. This is real life, and sometimes YOU have to make compromises just as I do.

This is the world as we know it. This is me. Im honest and truthfully sorry to offend you all, but fuck yourself if you think youre better than someone. You're not. The only way you have more money and more influence is because of circumstance.

Get real faggot.