3/31/2010

Cats


Theyre cute and do funny things. My family is afraid of them so I dont have one.

Art by JollyJack

3/30/2010

Warhammer 40,000





This is what I do in my spare time.
I love painting models, building things, creation.

3/28/2010

Greyhounds


I love these dogs. They are sweet, calm, and amazingly lovable. I cant wait till I can make enough money I can get one. If you happen to be a pet person, please donate some money, weather it be to PetSmart chairities (I work at petsmart) Kitty Angels, hell, any chairity and especially greyhound rescue groups, please do.

The way these dogs are treated by some people, those who race them and such are fucking disgusting.

These are the remains of Greyhounds from the end of a season. Unless theyre very good runners and win a lot, some end up decapitated like this. Others are leashed and die of starvation, standing, hanging from the neck on a short leash.
Go to this website to see and read some of the sick things people do to these innocent dogs.
http://animalcrueltyworldwide.com/Greyhound-Racing/Greyhound-Racing.html
Its fucking disgusting, and makes me so fucking pissed and sad. After seeing these images, can you imagine the person that does this? Can you imagine how uncaring and heartless they are?
If I ever met someone who did shit like this, theyd be in a bodybag.

3/27/2010

Drugs Of Faith


Featuring Richard Johnson (Guitar) from Agoraphobic Nosebleed.
Amazing grindpunk band.
Get into it.

Faith


Sometimes I wonder if my faith is being tested or some higher power really just hates me.
Doctors tomorrow, and hopefully I wont need more surgeries. I dont wanna lose my job.
I've always had faith, but now, I feel like everything's turning away from me.

3/26/2010

Inner Feelings


Sometimes I'm so disgusted, I just want to burn the world to the fucking ground.
A single, small spark can hold thousands, even millions, of lives in its electric touch.

Desolate


Its a long, simple path, but there will be nothing for miles.
Come with me, I'll keep you close.
We'll be alone together.

I Am The Avalanche


Saw the vocalist Vinny do a live set acoustic. Love this band.

3/25/2010

3/24/2010

Manga



For those who know me well, comics and manga have always been something I've loved doing.
Im honestly not that good, especially since everything I've drawn since 2008 has been for a school assignment, not for myself, and because of it, I dont put as much work or effort into it.

Im trying to do more realistic style, like real comics, but all I end up doing is really shitty art. Clearly, I need some practice.
As for manga, I've tried to do it very professionally, but I really am terrible right now, and have been adapting my own style slowly. More of a surrealistic style, ala FLCL and Metal Gear Solid's artwork.

I plan on continuing to practice and get better. I really like art, and I love the unique styles and personality they put into thier work.

What Is Human?


Sometimes I question my own existance, beliefs, and even reality.
But then I listen to the Deftones til I fall asleep.

Ill post some footage Ive worked on later, including links to my youtube channel.

Until then, I go on in a boring routine.

Agoraphobic Nosebleed



My favorite band.
Altered States Of America is the best album ever.
I aspire to be able to make music like them.

Im working at that goal slowly.

3/23/2010

Iceclops


So my buddy Chris, aka Iceclops has a free mixtape for download. For those of ya who dont know his shit, its just clever, real hip hop from a regular guy.
At the moment hes been doing collabs and promoting his mixtape, No Surprises, which has been doing REALLY good.

Also, he may be doing a collab with THE KOTTONMOUTH KINGS!!!!!!

And yes, it says DJ Edo. Thats a joke, I actually didnt do anything haha

If you'd like to give it a listen or download it, check it out here.
http://www.datpiff.com/DJ_Edo_Iceclops_No_Surprises.m107139.html

Its worth it.
Thanks.

Russia


Russian History; The Subject is way interesting.
Russian History; The Class, however, is boring as fuck.

I love that country and its serene landscapes.
I hate how this class is way too political, because govt. confuses me.

Thought I'd share that with you.

My Music Myspace

So if you've visited my myspace (music page) you'll notice an abundance of advertisements, instrumentals made in flstudio with shitty guitar, and not a lot of activity.
http://myspace.com/xwidowmakerxnoise

The music is all demos. Theyre being remade (programming drums takes time) and then rerecorded, and having actual vocals.

Hopefully Ill be doing a lot more this summer now that I have job and some time.

Im remaking the drums using drumkit from hell and soon ezdrummer superior through Renoise 2.3, the same that Agoraphibic Nosebleed has been using for years. Im going to have my buddy Taylor do guitar, since I SUCK at it, and Ill be adding a lot of vocal effects, background noise, dissonance, and subliminal messages.

Also, I dont play shows much because no one will pay to see me, and no one will buy tickets to see me. I dont mind opening shows, or playing for free haha

Also, once I get caught up on all the footage I have yet to edit and all the schoolwork I missed while I was sick, Ill be recording vocals to those demos myself, and releasing them for free download.

Ok, so thats that.
Here's something good.
I filmed them 2 days in a row. Vids up soon.

First Contact

Im 20.
Im straightedge, but its cool if youre not.
I love grindcore, hardcore, punk, alternative, noise, etc.
Manga/comic/anime artist.
Solo musician.
Film bands.
Im nice, but also a dick.
I have depression, anxiety, and acid reflux.
Its not fun.

I'll update this a LOT because Im usually bored and have a lot to complain about.

Fuck yaself.